Garrett took his last breath at 3:50 pm today. He passed away at UCLA, Santa Monica, CA with myself and his daughter, her mother (Lauren) and a couple of his close friends from California. It was the saddest day of my life. Although we were told by the doctors that there was nothing more they could do, after the multiple different chemotherapies and drugs they tried, it still is not real to me that he left us so soon. It is like I was in a daze, because I remember trying to let all of his friends know that he didn't have much time left, and I called Lauren and asked her to bring KK, but I was not truly ready for him to leave. I think I went into shock after he passed. I could not function for the longest time. For several months, all I did was cry. I couldn't work, I couldn't think, I couldn't function. I am just now beginning to be able to get through a day without crying for hours at a time. I still miss him more than anything in this world, and I will never let his memory die. That is why I have created this website, and have kept his Facebook page going, because I strongly believe that his life meant so much to so many people. My son was a Godsend. He was my heart, and my heart is now broken in two. I still have my youngest son, who the other side of my heart is reserved for, and I still have my grandchildren, Kathryn, his daughter, who we now know was truly a miracle. I know if there is a heaven that my son is one of God's angels who is shining bright and bringing smiles to everyone around him, just as he did when he was here on earth with us. May my son rest in peace and continue to inspire others with his bravery and good heart.